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From handwritten journal August 7, 2017

Lord,

I am so thankful for everythinig I have - You, my family and friends, home, health, job. I thank you for giving me the desire to know You and serve You by serving others.

Lord, I pray for healing and better relationships with my precious children.

I am also praying that you would put a man in my life that loves me for who I am and that needs someone like me.

For those currently in it, regardless of whether they are meant for me as a mate or friend, I pray your blessings over them.

Forgive me when I stumble and fall short and as always, thank You for loving me anyway.



(1st date with Joel was September 1, 2017)

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