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November 26, 2017

Lord,

So much has happened since I last wrote my prayers down.  you answered my prayers about a man in my life by reconnecting me with someone.  I didn't think I'd be attracted. He'd always been on of those "good guys" from the hometown. But he swept me off my feet. He was everything I prayed for and these last few months have been the happiest in my life.  He seemed to want the same things.  He wanted a relationship and a future.  He wanted our kids to know each other.  He called me the love of his life and his family.

Now just last week, things are all of a sudden different and I don't know what happened.  It has to be an attack by the enemy.  Because I'll never believe that you would orchestrate something so wonderful and allow doubts and uncertainty to creep in if it were your plan.  Your word says your plan is to give us a hope and a future, to bless and prosper us.

Lord, we're 48 years old.  You know this.  Of course we come together with baggage and issues.  But we acknowledge that and I know I'm committed to working on mine and being patient while he works on his.  I love him so much with all my heart.  I don't think either of us will ever find anyone else that is so perfect a fit.  Lord please don't take this away.  Bind the enemy at the door and cease his attack on us. Your Word says Satan is already defeated and his only hope is to steal our joy when he can. Lord, I pray that we do not allow him to steal ours!  Guard our hearts and protect our minds. Those that speak against our relationship, I ask you to render them mute.  Remove all doubts from his mind that he is enough for me.  Speak to his heart and give him rest when he is weary from the things that drain him.  Show me how to best love him and be what he needs.  Remove all doubts from his family's mind that I'm the one for him.  Paralyze these making unreasonable pulls on him and don't allow me to do so either.

Lord, direct his steps and make his path clear.

In Jesus' name,


God can restore what is broken and change it into something amazing.  All you need is faith.  Joel 2:25

Praying that he will make wise choices:  Galatians 5:13-15

You my brothers were called to be free.  But do not use your freedom to indulge the sinful nature! Rather serve one another in love.  The entire law is summed up in a single command.  Love your neighbor as yourself.  If you keep on biting and devouring each other, you will be destroyed by each other.

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