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Old notes from my prayer journal 6/10/13

At this time I was using a journaling format from Lisa Whelchel's A Busy Mom's Guide to Prayer.

Prayer Focus:    Romantic Relationships

Scripture Inspiration:  His mouth is most sweet and he is altogether desirable.  This is my beloved and this is my friend.  Song of Songs 5:16.

Praying the Word:  I know it is good for me to remain single so that my focus can be completely on the Lord.  But for reasons of self-control, I should remarry and not burn with passions.  Find me my soul mate, Lord!

Prayer Prompt:  I asked God to close the door if this (gentleman's name I was in a relationship at the time) was not the relationship for me.  Is that what He was doing or is it merely two people finding it difficult to love and trust again.  it was hard to accept that the door may be closed.  If it is, lord help me to realize it, get over it and wait for the right one.

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